I have to be so careful with things that make me angry. Jeni didn't tell me about this because she knew that would be my reaction, she was protecting me and the mylifeautistic project. "Days like this I have a hard time seeing the strength others see in me. I feel so weak. I want to be strong and not let something so little affect me so deeply. I don't want to be afraid anymore. I don't want to retreat and hide again. Why do people have to be such creeps? Why do random strangers see a woman's picture and marital status and decide to reach out and flirt? I am not just a body!!! People like this have hurt me in the physical world so many times. One small moment caused so much pain to come back. I woke up drenched in sweat after having the most vivid flashback nightmares. I want to be strong. I want to be unaffected by this. I want all people out there to feel safe in this world...." Women do more for this world than anyone, more responsibility, more considerations and often dismissed or viewed for their body alone. Enough, we are talking about mothers, daughters, sisters... people... don't be so bloody disrespectful, of anyone.